When you feel on the right path

I take the footbridge over a forded river and pause halfway to listen to the water. A small salmon swims stationary in the currents, under a shaft of sunlight, waiting to snare an unsuspecting midge.

I try to imagine for a moment, what it must be like for the fish, acutely aware of every eddy running over its scales, adjusting for the distortions of light through the water’s surface, as it prepares to pounce upon the fly. I like to play this empathy game. I’ll never truly know whether I’ve glimpsed what it’s really like to be another being, so different from myself. Nonetheless, trying tends to cultivate a certain respect and connection, and it informs my understanding of the world, such as it is.

When I realise that the salmon isn’t going to perform acrobatics on my account, I continue over the bridge and up the lane. Two tarmacked tracks with a grassy mid-rift peppered with violets, and hedgerows either side that climb in places more that ten feet tall, making me feel like a hobbit.

Across a neighbouring field, crows and jackdaws convene their noisy parliament amongst a stand of trees. The world is being put to rights. Or perhaps they are simply squabbling over how the six million earthworms in the surrounding field will be divvied out.

I pass a small farm with six pigs in a paddock. No squabbling here, just laid-back, easy companionship. It’s a sweltering afternoon, and they have lathered themselves in mud—nature’s sunblock. One pig, prostrate, flicks a single bunting ear, to discourage a bluebottle.

To my left, highland cattle raise their gingery heads to inspect me. Their mournful eyes stare into my very soul, though what they are looking for, I cannot tell. I feel I’m being examined by a throng of holy gurus, and they soon return to their chewing, evidently not finding what they sought.

Feeling spiritually wanting, I plough onward. The fields about me gently roll away in a patchwork of meadow, marsh and scrub, sown together with seams of hawthorn, sycamore and bramble. The most distant fields recede into a dreamy watery blue.

As I turn to go on once more, I see one such sycamore standing before me, in the verge. It has the feeling of a lodge, of sorts, for travellers along the road. It casts a welcomed umbrella over the lane. Staying at the inn is a wandering musician. A blackbird flautist, perched somewhere on-high, and it ad-libs a breathtaking cadenza, though probably not for my benefit. Nonetheless, I appreciate the virtuoso, as it enjoys the acoustics of its leafy concert hall.

Here I stand, fascination to be found lurking in every grassy hollow, every gnarly thicket. The lane continues to gift me landscapes and sculptural curiosities, as though it were a curated gallery.

Sometimes, when the sun is shining, and time is abundant, you catch a fleeting, happy sense that, maybe—just maybe—you might be on the right path.


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17 responses to “When you feel on the right path”

  1. Penn,… avatar

    So many gifts we receive from nature, …just by walking under her gaze.. 💫

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Thanks Penny. Very true. I’m not sure what I would do if I couldn’t get out in nature regularly!

      1. Penn,… avatar

        I’m having to make do with my little garden, …not many opportunities to take long visits to the countryside, …or even the nearby parks, just at the moment,…but the garden fulfils its purpose, green hugs wise, …🍀🍀🍀

      2. Matthew James avatar

        Yes. We only have a small concreted back yard ourselves. Very narrow, but you can do so much with the little space you have. I love watching the pots spring to life with their own little ecosystems. 🙂

  2. Louise avatar

    Definitely on the right path. Nature is so healing 💕

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Yes. It never fails to uplift!

  3. Praveen Yadav avatar

    Beautiful 😍😍.

  4. letsgetitoutfront avatar

    Beautiful. I love nature and it speaks to me on my walks.

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Yes, that feeling when it’s trying to say something, and you strain your ear to understand. Spellbinding.

      1. letsgetitoutfront avatar

        Absolutely!

  5. Mags Win avatar

    Beautiful. We can learn so much from nature. I love peaceful walks with nothing but the sounds of nature. Thank you for visiting and leaving a “like” on my blog post.

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Thanks Mags! Yes, I’ve just come back from now. No other sounds but nature. Fantastic!

  6. Goals and Good Vibes avatar

    🍃🍃🍃

  7. jkaybay avatar

    Hey Matthew. It’s so nice to read your stories from Scotland (I presume you’re in Scotland..?)
    I studied at an institute near Aberdeen years ago. I came down with a sudden sickness this past weekend that shook me a little so the story in your About page resonates with me.
    Cheers!
    James

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Hey James. Lovely to hear from you, and thanks for subscribing! I’m so glad you like reading my stories. Actually, I’m in Isle of Man, so not far away. The Mull of Galloway is just a stone’s throw away on a clear day. We shall be holidaying in Scotland in a few weeks, so I’ll be sure to recount the walks I go on!

      I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been ill, and I hope you’re on the mend. These kinds of things certainly can make us reflect on the important things, can’t they? Anyway, I hope you’re feeling better., and I look forward to chatting again soon 🙂
      Matt

  8. jkaybay avatar

    Aww. I have happy memories of the Isle of Man as a child – I was obsessed with the rock shops! (The edible rock) Are they still a big thing there?

    Thanks for asking – I’m feeling much better now. But yes, even a weekend of respiratory distress can really help one appreciate regular life. I look forward to your reports from Scotland!
    J

    1. Matthew James avatar

      Glad you’re feeling better J. Yes, you can still get sticks of rock here, though not as much as when I was a kid. Wow, I think you must be one of the few readers who’ve actually set foot here on the island! Glad I brought back some memories 🙂

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